well a crush simply means u like someone right, but i am getting sick of having crushes on people, yes i am, it is always one sided and the person i end up liking will never know that i like him, i am going to be 21 in december and sometimes i feel that i am too old to have crushes, and he is my first crush in NYP, i dun want to make assumptions about him and me, as i have for my other crushes as someone said assumptions are the mother of all screw ups, i agree 100%, i think he is yourger than me by a year or 2, that is not good for me, oh man, i am sooo tired of all this, i just feel like screaming, nevermine let fate take its cause, whoever is meant for me, hope he will come by soon, before i freak out, hahaha, i always believe if it is meant to be, it is meant to be, if not no questions asked. i have another camp for 3 days, next weekend, he will be around, i dun noe how it will turn out , but i hope for the best, i will control my emotions and came you updated.........
