well....i did somthing that i never thought i will do, ermm, ok i did not tell the sister gang and my team members who i like, but i did tell them inventually, one of my sister gang told me that he might be from her secondary school, so i had a friend from that secondary, i asked this friend to bring her year book, and guess what he was from that secondary sch, now i now his full name and that (i hate to say this) he is 2 years younger than me...ahhhhhh!!! so devastating....haha ok not that bad...how can i like someone younger than me.... i showed his sec 2 pic to my mom, my mom was like what he looks sooo young...haha than i told her it was his sec 2 pic not now...he dose not look 19 at all he looks older, but hi nothing can stop the fact that he is younger than me... my team members were talking about our crushes "we call them hub-bands" cute right...i was forced to say mine, i even showed them his current pic ... i saw him on a few days ago, i was remainding myself that he is younger than me, i dun want to fall for guys that are younger then i am...and guess what another heart attack.... i found him in friendster he is attached, ok lets close this chapter...no more talkin about him, i am so sad the fact that whenever i like someone he is either attached, gay, engaged or somthing...boy am i soooo lucky in relationships.............sighs****
hi i am suppose to be on block leave this week, yet no time to rest am sooo restless, monday, suppose to go out with sheena, but was tired too, in the end went out with mom and grandma, tuesday was the NDP was at padang all afternoon, wednesday went out with sheena and first day at work in guandian pharmacy....now i have two part-time job, financial crisis at home, on thursday going out with sheena and then work in sch from 6 to 10pm then on friday till sunday i have camp in sch....and then monday start sch all over again.....ahhhh