Saturday, August 06, 2005
rebonding.................
yeah.....i taught of rebonding my hair nearer to my birthday, but i was getting sick of my hair so i finally went rebonding with gracy (team member) i like my hair now, my hair also look dyed... ha ha good for me, some people say there is no difference, but what matters is that i like it! i hate the fact that i am very conscious about my looks, i really am, i can't stop looking into the mirror or powder my face, i guess when u get older u became more conscious at least for me, why i am such? maybe beacuse no body say anything like, hi i like your hair or you are pretty.... ermmm...oh well....
my new look....like the same look haha....
beautiful moments @ 10:07 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
what is a CRUSH!!
well a crush simply means u like someone right, but i am getting sick of having crushes on people, yes i am, it is always one sided and the person i end up liking will never know that i like him, i am going to be 21 in december and sometimes i feel that i am too old to have crushes, and he is my first crush in NYP, i dun want to make assumptions about him and me, as i have for my other crushes as someone said assumptions are the mother of all screw ups, i agree 100%, i think he is yourger than me by a year or 2, that is not good for me, oh man, i am sooo tired of all this, i just feel like screaming, nevermine let fate take its cause, whoever is meant for me, hope he will come by soon, before i freak out, hahaha, i always believe if it is meant to be, it is meant to be, if not no questions asked. i have another camp for 3 days, next weekend, he will be around, i dun noe how it will turn out , but i hope for the best, i will control my emotions and came you updated.........
beautiful moments @ 8:40 PM
hi, had camp last sat and sun in sch, it was a student union camp, some of my sister gang was also in the camp, morning it was raining, so we played ice breakers indoors, i had to leave for the NDP preview in the afternoon, while i was missing the fun in school, at night we had the blind fold game, it is a common game in camps, it is a game for u to trust your teammates and stuf, we were allowed to take a shower after 12.00am and lights out was at 1.00am, we could not sleep as it was a new environment, and it was very cold in the later part of the moning....it was a fun came though i was hardly around.........
beautiful moments @ 7:31 PM