Someone whom i have kown for a very long time...mentioned somewhere that i was ungrateful, it is really sad, this person said it indirectly but i noe this person was pointing to me, it is really hurting for this person to say that i am ungrateful just because i voiced my opinion? all because i honestly said how i felt, all i wanted was for this person to respect my privacy and not misuse it, i HATE people who put words in my mouth or say things that i never said in the first place especially without my permission.....it is wrong to tell this person whom i have know for sooo long, how i truly felt abt this persons actions, why must this person take it in the wrong way and say that i was ungrateful....i am gratful that's why i was willing to give up my dream and what i wanted to do for this person, i was willing to do want this person wanted to do all because i was grateful for what this person has done for me.... i noe i am lucky and everything but this person should not have said what this person have said at this place......now there is no turning back because i am truly hurt i taught this person knew me inside out but i was wrong...
to the person: not to worry i won't use vurgarity....cause i am desent!
well.....i would like to thank everyone who came to my party and thank you very much for the gifts, i really love it thank you again....well i was only happy after 7pm on my birthday when i saw my friends.... see the whole day before that was the worse day of my life, i noe i should not be saying that but it really was not a happy b'day it was a very sad birthday, i waited so long for this day and worked so hard to earn enough to have a party for myself but my family is enough to make it worse for me......why? i am seriously getting fed up staying in my house i can;t wait for the day that i move out........my whole life has been abt my family fighting why can't they stop when will this end, i can't stand this anymore i wish i could go somewhere far away from them you noe i want peace and love in my life....i feel that i have alot of love to give but to no one, i don't want to give it to someone who takez it for granted or dose not return it...i need to feel and be loved too...i am only human.......