Thursday, September 08, 2005
new pics................most recent
thanks to my friend, who helped me load pictures from my handphone to the computer....i can now show you how vain i am hahaha....
the following are the 3 princesses of my house.
baby standing on my messy study table, this is my room and i painted it myself...
this is my baby gal...her name is baby
this is my coco, sher is very vain to her nickname is bimbo
she is the youngest member of my family "nana" nickname snob....
he is my baby cousin, his name is edward but i call him ah boy...
the lady who give life to me.....my dearest mommy.....
she is becky......the well known jazzy becky....
and now more pics of me, enjoy hahaha............
my blue eyes
want to see me without makeup.....hope you won't get a nightmare....
hahahaha
this is not porn ok...... me on my cozy bed................
beautiful moments @ 11:56 PM
here i am, yet in another lab duty, just played badminton with 3 of the sister gang, they are all so good and excellant badminton players, feel so small next to them (not in size but in skill) i actually prefer playing badminton single, not because i think i am good in badminton, it's because there is more room to run around and follow the direction of the ball, in double games i feel restricted, but my sister gang members are very supportive and encouging..... i have started planning for my birthday, things are alright....i have my MMD presentation 2morro, i am semi-prepared though, i made oreo cheese cake again, i am so glad my friends like them, it makes me wanna bake more for them. i am a little dissappointed with somthing, when u use your effort to do somthing some people don't appreciate............. today is catherina's b'day my favourite cousin and mother mary's i can't believe i 4got, i am getting 4getful lately, i dunnoe what's wrong with me, it is quite ignoring, i will be getting my last stopovers grade 2morro....wish me luck...............
beautiful moments @ 5:48 AM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
call me V.A.I.N
HELLO........ i did not update abt my diet for along time, well i still consume soup, but i have also been consuming alot of junk, its been 3 months i have lost 5kg, but i want to loose 11kg more to hit my goal weight, now becky and i have started a intensive diet where we will be monitoring each others diet and excercise, i am planning to add more to my exercise like maybe to go jogging every morning, that is if i can wake up... :p... i now eat yong tau foo with no fried stuff, chilli and sauce..... it is hard but will be worth the suffering, i have said it but i will say it again, i want to fit into a beautiful dress on my birthday, sheena and i went to THIS FASHION, on sunday i wanted to try the dresses there, because in the past the dress won't fit even the L size, as i was going through the dresses, there was no L size, i was like nevermine, just try the M size, i was thinking hopefully not to tear the dress apart hahaa....as i was trying the dress guess what it fit just nice...i was very happy. take a look!!!
(there is no colour combination, but i like the fact that i fit in the dress, YEAH!
mission half-way accomplished) can u see sheena in the background.....
i am motivated to loose more weight, and fit into better clothes, hopefully i will be able to buy the whole of THIS FASHION home, hehe, if there is a will there is a way!!!
took this at taka's car showroom for suzuki.....cool huh.....
my darling coco sleepling, izzit she cute or what......she is real....
beautiful moments @ 1:27 AM
Monday, September 05, 2005
shall i or shall i not
i have two things to think about, maybe u can give me ur advice or coments, ok here it goes.... firstly abt my part-time job, i am really very tired, i have to work in guardian after work from 7pm to 10.30 pm on weekdays atleast twice and one weekend, i am sick and tired of travelling to work after school and then reach home at 11.pm or later do my stuff and excersice then go to sleep at 12am plus and then wake up at 7am plus and the routine all over again....i am sooo sick of it, already i have no life or social life, now i am totally a rombie, i did not go to work yesterday, i felt bad to tell my supervisor, as she is my schoolmates sister, i have been skipping work quite a bit due to the surveying for my attachment, so i taught of quiting, i did tell them but they said stay, atleast until they get a replacement, but i have a feeling they forgot i want to quit, i must gather my courage and tell the supervisor again, but i am afaird that it might affect my friendship with her sister, as i think my supervisor is disappointed that i am missing work alot lately. I really can't help it as i have to meet the surveying target for my school and the fact that i get tired even on weekends we are conducting surveys from 8am to 8pm, with little breaks in between. I am still waiting for the gym job application, it is better than guardian because it is nearer to my home and pays much more......i am working for the money for my birthday fund.... but if i quit this job, i am afaird i won't get the pay, and if i quit and i don't get the gym job, i will not have a job in the end.....confused......i also want to buy a digital camera for my birthday...that is why i am a workoholic now......
secondly.....what do u think of tatoos, i was thinking of getting one since 16 years old, but did not noe what i want to get, maybe i will get it for my 21st b'day, i told my mum abt it, she did not say yes or no, but now i am not sure to get or not to get, as it will be with me till i die, it must be somthing that i won't regard doing, so i taught of getting a butterfly, i did a little research on the meaning of it and here it is:
Symbolic of resurrection and eternal life, the butterfly emerging from its cocoon represents the resurrection of Christ from the tomb. Just as the butterfly comes forth with a new body, those who trust in Christ come forth with new life. The butterfly also represents flight, freedom, and creative thinking. A symbol of spring, the butterfly truly reflects the beauty of nature..
i think it represents me...... i dunnoe confused again.....haha, "as the butterfly comes with a new body" after i loose more weight and gain a new look and hit my goal weight i MIGHT get a tatoo......
beautiful moments @ 11:01 PM