Tuesday, September 13, 2005
financial crises again!!
oh man, from 2day after 3.30pm all the way to sunday i am off from school as we get to claim for the extra hours we spent for the surveying, just on the 7 of this month my mother received her pay and now she is left with no money, my pay is on the 20th of this month, and i only have a few dollars in my account, i spent most of my money buying the second hand handphone, now i am left with $20, till the 20th, that include my breakfast, lunch and dinner, my brother is sick, and needs to see the doctor so i lend my mother the $20, she know that, that is all i have, my team members wants to eat in a sushi restaurant 2morrow since we are off and everything, but i can't go, no money, can't eat on diet and i am working. i did't tell them the reason why i only told them that i have to work, but i hope they will understand i feel really bad that i can't go, i don't understand how my mother spents her money, i noe majority are on bills, other then giving me allowance, she never spends on me, i never ask her for anything, i don't eat at home she is always spending money for my siblings, but they thing is they don't appreciate her efforts, that is annoying, they could get a part-time job like me, they have more time to spare compared to me, why not put it to use....atleast i am glad that i am independant, i am so sick of this financial crises, everytime atleast once a month there will be one, why must i be the one that almost suffer and give in....i am sooooo pissed off right now..................
beautiful moments @ 11:14 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
relationships??????
hi after g4 reunion, i went to meet sheena, we had a great time as usual, no offence but i was wondering what guys look for in a gal, because all along i thought they go for looks, (as there is no meaning for inner beauty anymore) the stucture meaning the body, is this the only two factors or whether or not she is cute.... what about if she has brains or not... i dunoe.... from my observation i see guys going for gals that are pretty, has a good body, small but with no brains...yeah i am serious.. haha anyway, i noe of people who are not very beautiful or not very thin getting attached, and their "other half" is actually quite good looking, i think these people will have a longer relationship togather because they don't go for looks and stuff they only see if their heart is beautiful...that is what i want, sheena and i spend so much looking our best, with make-up, rebounding, dressing up, cream and other stuff, but what is the point....
i hate going out and looking at people kissing or hugging, in the mrt, dark corners or on the esclators it is very anoying, can't they get a room or somthin, is obvious that they are togather for physical pleasure as most of them are only in secondary school, i see kids maybe bearly in secondary school smoking, what is this??? so young and smoking, i can't imgaine if i ever have kids of my own what kind of environment they will leave in......
there is no gal's day out without taking pictures....haha the following were taken at heeren..
for more pics pls go to my flickl.........
photographed by sheena ann marie conceicao
beautiful moments @ 11:03 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
yeah...received my grade....
yup i finally recieved my grades yesterday for my last stopover, events management and roadshow, i got and A, i worked really hard for it, i am happy as i had a wonderful time working for my team, they are all great, 1 more month from now i will start classical, meaning back to studying, CA, projects and examinations. i am mentally preparing myself for that now, the subjects that i will be taking is;
1) Accounting
2) Costing
3) Finance
4) Buz Law
5) National Education
6) Taxation
7) and my elective the french language....(hope i will get it)
8) and some other subject ????
wow, i heard from my friends that this semester is very difficult, so no more day dreaming, writing stories in my notes during lecture, i must must pay more attention and do all my tutorials with 101% efforts.....i hope......i don't want to retain or do sub-papers i really want to gratuate in apr 2007.....without any delay......
beautiful moments @ 7:40 PM
well who is G4, they were my click when we were in ite, we always hang out togather, as u can tell from the name there are 4 of us, Agnes, Anna And Peggy. All of them are working accept me, we studied accountancy togather but one of them Anna is training to be a nurse cool huh, the other two are working as accounts clerks....we went to eat at marina square at a place called Fin, i had a sandwich, you noe being on diet and everything i could not get yong tau foo in a restaurant obviously, the last i saw them was in may i think at a friends b'day party, accept for anna i saw her just last week, i missed them, after lunch we went shopping at bugis street, OMG! the clothes there are sooo pretty, but small, i must must lose weight and buy clothes from there, i want to dress up, i am sick anmd tired of sticking to my usual jeans and black top, so dull looking no wonder i don't get notices along with other factors, when i watch them shop like there is no tomorrow, i envy them, since there are financially stable they can buy anything, whatever and whenever they want. i can't wait to start work, but again i am happy studying too enjoying my youth and stuff... they call it opportunity cost when i am studying i can't be working, its either here or there.....
peiyun and i, my one of my close buddy in g4....
beautiful moments @ 7:25 PM