today is the second day of the first week in events and roadshow and i am alreday freaking out!! so stress, to make things worse i am also the leader of the group...i really miss CRMCC i regrad choosing events and roadshow .....nevermine it will be over in 8 weeks, 3 days....oh yes someone pls fine me a whole were i can bury myb face....u noe whatb happened, to day was the audition for stage arts, i basically screwed up...everything from acting where there were five juges, u noe what was my senorio to act, pretend that i found my boyfriend in bed with my bestfriend....i was like wat??? oh no how the hell am i suppose to react...then the second one was that i want to commit suicide and i have a suicide note how will i react.....i was like can i give up...but no i did not give up i tried my best for it...results will be out on july 9, and for dancing we were forse to join, it was hip hop dance i was dancing like a clown, only thing that was missing was the clown's custume... for the make-up i did alright...i found out basketball is the thing for me... i might join if i did't get into acting....