Friday, April 20, 2007
Goodluck or badluck...
Ermmm, i did't go to watch the dance floor, maybe subconsiousely i knew i was going to get sick AGAIN later, hai, wat happened was after i went to the dentist, i had this burning feeling in my stomach, then i was puking my guts out every hour from 4am till abt 7 plus, i puked alittle blood too, that really freaked me out, i was sooo frighten that i called paupei and my gdma, they calmed me down and stuff, i did't sleep at all that night, later that day i had high fever, till there was sharp pain in my knees and back, i really felt like and looked like shit, i coulded see the doc yesterday because i was too weak too walk, paupei was angry at the fact that i did't see the doc, but he really take care of me, togather with my gdma and mum, Paupei and gdma were really worried abt me, but i am feeling better now went to see the doc today, she said i had food poisoning...gosh, now for the good news, after waiting for abt 1 mth and 19 days i had 3 job offers, 2 temp and 1 permanent job, of course i took the permanent job,i will start work in early May, but i really hope i will enjoy my work and stay with the co. for a long term.... chao!
beautiful moments @ 6:43 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
6 mths already...
Wow it is our 6th month togather yesterday.... paupei got me a rose, i really love it and he is the first person ever to give me a rose...how sweet
when to my gdma's place today to play with the twinz and of course to look for more jobs....many ppl hv helped me by telling me where to look for one, i really appreciate that, thank you guys...i think i am going to spend the rest for the day reading.....
This is the rose.....
Twin 1: Rony
Twin 2: Becky
beautiful moments @ 2:34 AM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
the dance floor!
I am not a big fun of the show, but paupei got two tickets, i really want to go, as i hv never steped into mediacrop before,but nobody is free, ok lets see....
i asked the following ppl:
1) Paupei's got sch stuff to do
2) Sheena is sick
3) Paupei's godsis, will get back to me
4) My bro said he hv to check his sch schedule
haiz, pls then tell me if all of the above cannot make it then i hv to go alone? i hv wondered to places alone but i am sick and tired of going out alone....anyone want to go?
beautiful moments @ 6:21 AM
Make me feel better, understand wat i am and wat i am going through and advise me accordingly pls.............
beautiful moments @ 6:10 AM
beautiful moments @ 5:54 AM
I am so depressed, i hv this mixture of feelings in me, i am confused and really upsad, i just want to cry and cry, i am very emotional and i hate being emotional shows that i am very weak, but i tried to change but i can't, i am so fed up that i haven't got a job yet, i am so bored, i hv been at home since 1 mar (after my exams), i want to go out but sick and tired of visiting the same places, short of cash too as i am not working yet, just simpliy very bored with life, ppl say this is the best time of ur life, as when u start working there is no free time, i rather be working or do somthing with my life then laz ard. pls my leg is so painful, i just need someone to care for me and understand how i feel.... my paupei is there for me yes, but he too has his own things to do....i just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs to feel better.
whenever i get upsad, i cry alot these days, i dunnoe why, sometimes i feel nobody understands, why i am feelin this way cld be due to my childhood, u know children from broken homes mostly rebel or do other things, in my case i hv seen too much in my childhood, i wld put my taughts and concentration in my sch work a lot, but got very emotional instead for little things that upsad me i will start think alot then cry, i hate to cry, i hv then tat alot in my life, i just want to be happy, nothing eles but happy, laugh and hv peace....somtimes i wonder whether i should visit a Psycrastic, to get my mind checked and to calm myself..... i just feel like shit
beautiful moments @ 5:33 AM