i really do not know, if i am disappointed or i choose to be disappinted, i hate empty promises, maybe i am not understanding enough, if i am understanding enough, will i loose my feelings, i dun noe, i have soo much of mixed emotions inside me, i feel i cannot tell anyone, i dun want to be forced into tellin how i feel, i know i am not perfect, i know i am stuborn, but so are you. Maybe you have soo many things going on, i dun noe, how to tell you how i feel, i dun want you to think i am being unreasonable, ok nevermind, i will just stop dreaming and live in the present, dreaming is very bad andrea, it only leads to disappoints. Fantascing is a total bulls****, i will just devert my attention somewhere eles, yes that is only the best way, i will stop thinking abt us sooooo much, i will live each day as it comes, never forsee wat is planned for you tomorrow.....i am going to keep myself occupied, maybe with part-time jobs and excercise or something....
i just love this song i like the words..... its from kelly carkson its called haunted
Haunted"
Louder, louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken
I'm dying inside
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don't leave my side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart
I miss you, you hurt me
You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness
Was hiding inside
Now all that's left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise
Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Where are you?
Where are you?
You were smiling