oh man, from 2day after 3.30pm all the way to sunday i am off from school as we get to claim for the extra hours we spent for the surveying, just on the 7 of this month my mother received her pay and now she is left with no money, my pay is on the 20th of this month, and i only have a few dollars in my account, i spent most of my money buying the second hand handphone, now i am left with $20, till the 20th, that include my breakfast, lunch and dinner, my brother is sick, and needs to see the doctor so i lend my mother the $20, she know that, that is all i have, my team members wants to eat in a sushi restaurant 2morrow since we are off and everything, but i can't go, no money, can't eat on diet and i am working. i did't tell them the reason why i only told them that i have to work, but i hope they will understand i feel really bad that i can't go, i don't understand how my mother spents her money, i noe majority are on bills, other then giving me allowance, she never spends on me, i never ask her for anything, i don't eat at home she is always spending money for my siblings, but they thing is they don't appreciate her efforts, that is annoying, they could get a part-time job like me, they have more time to spare compared to me, why not put it to use....atleast i am glad that i am independant, i am so sick of this financial crises, everytime atleast once a month there will be one, why must i be the one that almost suffer and give in....i am sooooo pissed off right now..................
