well.....i would like to thank everyone who came to my party and thank you very much for the gifts, i really love it thank you again....well i was only happy after 7pm on my birthday when i saw my friends.... see the whole day before that was the worse day of my life, i noe i should not be saying that but it really was not a happy b'day it was a very sad birthday, i waited so long for this day and worked so hard to earn enough to have a party for myself but my family is enough to make it worse for me......why? i am seriously getting fed up staying in my house i can;t wait for the day that i move out........my whole life has been abt my family fighting why can't they stop when will this end, i can't stand this anymore i wish i could go somewhere far away from them you noe i want peace and love in my life....i feel that i have alot of love to give but to no one, i don't want to give it to someone who takez it for granted or dose not return it...i need to feel and be loved too...i am only human.......
