well yea i am finally attached for like over 2 weeks now.....finally haha.....well we met on the net, not the other guy, well but the strange think is tat they both have similar qualities... like both work in the army, o level holders but discontinued their diploma, smokes, same race kinda...... portuagese (is tat how u spell it) erm....and many more i guess, but i feel chris and i started off too early and he is a very busy man, we hardy talk on the phone only sms, in the 2 weeks we only met twice, we went novena togather on both dates, never had a probper date.... u noe i actually borrowed 3 books on love and relationships just to keep me updated as i am new to this.... my first bf, i was very dissappointed when he did't call me as he was busy by the time he gets home its like pass 12 am and he has to wake up at 6am the same day....so i become more understanding.....the book says, when a gal likes someone she would want to see or talk to the person everyday but for guys when they are tired the last thing they want to do is talk...they would give up their personal life if there is problem at work....ermm so i did not mind if he does not call....but the disadvantage is tat i am losing my feelings for him, ya i dun thing i like him anymore.....how did i noe well when we when for mass the second time i was not nervous or anything, it just felt like he was not my bf u noe.....when we were going home, he kissed me on my check but yet it did not feel special to me....why???......i dun noe how to tell him this.... but i will after my exams....cause its even so hard to tell him noe tat we hardly talk on the phone and sms.....
chris and i....sori got to block
ah boi...............
so cute..............
