I am so depressed, i hv this mixture of feelings in me, i am confused and really upsad, i just want to cry and cry, i am very emotional and i hate being emotional shows that i am very weak, but i tried to change but i can't, i am so fed up that i haven't got a job yet, i am so bored, i hv been at home since 1 mar (after my exams), i want to go out but sick and tired of visiting the same places, short of cash too as i am not working yet, just simpliy very bored with life, ppl say this is the best time of ur life, as when u start working there is no free time, i rather be working or do somthing with my life then laz ard. pls my leg is so painful, i just need someone to care for me and understand how i feel.... my paupei is there for me yes, but he too has his own things to do....i just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs to feel better.
whenever i get upsad, i cry alot these days, i dunnoe why, sometimes i feel nobody understands, why i am feelin this way cld be due to my childhood, u know children from broken homes mostly rebel or do other things, in my case i hv seen too much in my childhood, i wld put my taughts and concentration in my sch work a lot, but got very emotional instead for little things that upsad me i will start think alot then cry, i hate to cry, i hv then tat alot in my life, i just want to be happy, nothing eles but happy, laugh and hv peace....somtimes i wonder whether i should visit a Psycrastic, to get my mind checked and to calm myself..... i just feel like shit
